Misfit

Today, I had the eerie feeling that I didn't fit in.



And later on, I was right.

It was okay, for the most part, today.

Standard work, and me not being able to catch up, at all, completely.

For the most part, all I did was sit down.

I watched everything happen around me.

And, as soon as I interact... BAM.

It's like, "That's enough, Shän...

... You've spent far too much time with the normal people...

... Now, it's off to home for you...

... Lock the door behind you, dear."

*insert kind smile from a white-haired old lady*

It's like, I felt it coming.

I tried to avoid it, which was probably my downfall.

Maybe it's when I spoke about what's happening with me.

Maybe it's the time that I spent wallowing in my own grief.

Maybe it's the fact that I'm not that much of a partier.

Whatever it is, I have it in spades.

And, I guess, it's just a part of me now.