Angry Rattlings.

Today's venture was... unexpected.

I did my best to keep my opinions impartial.

I think most people are displeased, in one way or another, of my choices.

I feel the need to explain them out in full detail, but won't.

I do understand that most people are not aware that what I want at this moment is to start my life over.

Once, I was a happy young lad. I would walk around and do things and spend money as I pleased. I felt lonely often. I just wanted someone to go on a vacation with... like a friend. Someone close.

The problem arose when I found out that having another person around costs money. *Me* money. I'm not referring to those that simply ask for a loan of a couple of bucks or more. I'm talking about the expectation split along the male/female gender lines. Basically, I look male. I'm expected to pay. For everything.