Looper

A few weeks ago, I told myself that I didn't need emotional support.

And then, I saw this movie:



Even the worst enemies need it.

I realized, in a very instrumental scene, that sometimes what we decide as inherently evil can possibly change.

I saw the reality, that time wasn't stagnant.

I saw that destiny could be determined, changed, and even bettered.

So, I made a decision.

Late last night, in the middle of a fight, I decided that I could change.

I made an effort to be different, less evil.

I knew, at that moment, I needed emotional support.

And I knew I had to figure out where to get it.

Flashing back to the movie, I could see where things went wrong.

I could see my future ahead.

I could see myself in a character's shoes, making the most difficult, heart-wrenching, emotional decision that would determine the course of my life from that point, forward.

And instead of living life, I could have spent it destroying others.

But I decided on a different path.

And I can do it, again.

The key... and the trick... is staying strong.