Did I waste my time?

Did I sit here, wanting, waiting for nothing?

Did I try to make this work for absolutely no reason?

Did I sit and waste my time, and yours, hoping for something that would never be? Never happen?

I feel like I did.

I feel like I don't know what I was thinking.

Yes I do.

I was thinking, "If I try hard enough... then this will work."

I was thinking, "If you want it, then I will wait."

That was my problem.

I was thinking.